This morning, my group and I were having MUET Speaking Test. I think we did it well, very well coz we got quite simple question. It's about benefits to hire foreign workers. I just spoke what was on my mind hehe. That's all, nothing much to tell. Daaa!
No matter how many times people warn you, no matter how many times they tell you that you're making a big mistake, no matter how much advice they give you, you'll always do what your heart tells you to. And that's the mistake many many people make.
I think something is wrong with me. I can't say I love you to my family members. I don't know if it's because I'm Malay and my parents never raised us in such a setting, and that isn't to say they aren't loving parents, they're great people. But all in all I know they love me. I know they love me and my brothers and I love them to death. But, the only problem is, we don't say I love you to each other. It's just a few simple words and it's not like I don't mean it but why can't I get it to roll off my tongue?
Lady Luck hasn't been on my side. I feel pathetic. For wanting it and for not having it. But... Then, I realized.... I deserved better from him. I know that now. Whether he knows it or not, I do, and that’s the only thing that matters.